I had a big weekend.
Well, okay, as far as weekends go it was kind of uneventful – I did loads of housework, groceries, lunch with friends, church. I washed, dried, folded and sorted three loads of washing. I prayed like crazy for a friend in hospital, and for another friend who’s just been forced to sell her house. I checked out how my new computer operates…
Yeah. That’s it. Right there.
You heard me.
So Saturday was busy, but the fact that I found it hard to concentrate in church on Sunday, could barely hold my eyes open at lunch afterwards, and had a nap instead of cooking dinner last night is indicative of something big. Really big.
I’ve had new computers before. We all have. You transfer (okaaaay, I get my technical genius husband to transfer) all the stuff over, you choose a new background, you ooh and aah a bit, then you move on. So why was this different? Come on Megan, you’re going to tell us it’s different because this one’s a Mac, aren’t you? Ha.
I’m sorry. Yes. That’s exactly it. Well, yes it’s a Mac, but it’s not that I’m just worshipping at the feet of the late Mr Jobs after all these years with Mr Gates, it’s something more. It’s processing power enough to deal with these large photos I’ve been uploading. It’s Photoshop. It’s a screen as a big as a small canvas, and suddenly it’s the memories of the girl who went to art school, who spent weeks building up layers of colour on canvases in translucent paint and who hasn’t had an art studio in twenty years. It’s ideas flowing through my brain of how Photoshop can translate what I wanted to do on canvas into photos, and even better than I ever dreamed they could be.
- It’s not just a new computer. It’s the reawakening of a long-dead dream.
- It’s not just a house, for my friend it was the loss of a dream, an era, a closed door.
- It’s not just a piece of jewelry, it’s a wedding ring and a promise of a lifetime
- It’s not just an email sent, it’s reaching out a trembling hand in the hope that someone is hearing
- It’s not just an old table, it’s the place where old friends once held communion and built memories
- It’s not just a computer, it’s an art studio without the bad memories. It’s a fresh start where there needed to be one. It’s a chance, finally, to step out and dream again
- It’s not just a computer. It’s hope.
What about you? Have you ever had a reaction to a “small” thing that you discover is more laden with meaning than you realized? Do you have a light hold on the things around you or, like me, is everything significant?
You are a lucky gal to have a technically savvy husband to figure this out for you. I can barely operate windows. I shudder to think about learning a new system. But it sounds divine for your purposes. Good luck!
You know, I took forgranted what my husband can do with computers – until I realised just how little I know these days, and he did it for me. I also shudder to think how long it wold have taken me to set up, or how much it would have cost me to hire an expert!
Thanks for stopping by, Renee.